Today . Get scared and feel throwing up. Like I just gave birth to another baby. Have responsibility to take care of it . Feel like this is just a starting point. I thought when I get it done, the 100 of these. Then I am done. Wrong. It is just a start. Find a place to install, take picture. Not one, but bunch of pictures. Find a place to show, write an artist statement, publicity and so on. Another a baby without a partner. Just want to throw up!